It's been 125 weeks

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It's been 125 weeks (that's almost two and half years....) since my husband disclosed his same-sex attraction.

We are beginning to thrive. We are starting to really live again.

I hate that it has taken this long, but then I realize that it really hasn't been that long. 

We are go-getters, hard-chargers, get-it-done kind of people. And well, this isn't something you can just get done. It's a slow, often painfully slow, process. And we aren't at the finish line yet. We still have a lot of work to do. 

There is light at the end of the tunnel. And the tunnel doesn't seem so long and narrow and cramped anymore. So we will keep walking towards the light.

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